Monday, May 28, 2007

Meat Loaf Review

I've had all day to try and process my thoughts and emotions after last night's amazing Meat Loaf concert, and I still think I'm going to lose my train of thought and end up rambling. Hopefully you'll be able to make sense of what will probably turn out to be a long post!

To set the scene then ... I've been a Meat Loaf fan since about 1993, when Bat Out Of Hell II was released. yes, it was "I'd Do Anything For Love (But I Won't Do That)" that got me hooked. Until then, I'd always dismissed Meat Loaf as being heavy metal. Where I got that impression from, I really don't know, but I'd actually never even heard any of his songs - not even "Bat Out Of Hell", so I didn't even have anything to base my opinion on.

Until a year ago I'd never been toa concert, so although Meat Loaf had toured over here before, I'd always just thought "Oh, I wish i could go ..." but never given serious thought to actually buying tickets and going! Over the past year I've seen several concerts - Bon Jovi, Bryan Adams, Westlife, Shayne Ward, Michael Bolton, Robbie Williams, and for me, last night was the chance to see the final act of my three all time musical favourites - Bon Jovi being first, and Bryan Adams second, just a couple of weeks ago.

I happened to mention a couple of months ago at work, that I'd like to see Meat Loaf, and one of my friends and workmates, Clare, piped up that she'd come with me. Needless to say, I rushed home that day and booked tickets. They were right at the back of the floor seats at Wembley Arena, but I had a ticket, and that was all that mattered.

I booked the day off as holiday, partly because I wanted to be sure of having the late afternoon and evening free, and partly because today and tomorrow are one of my fortnightly weekends off, so it would also give me a three day weekend. I spent yesterday afternoon checking, and re-checking that I had the tickets in my bag, making sure my camera battery was charged, and the memory card was empty, stashing spare bottle tops for my Diet Coke in my bag, in case security made us remove bottle tops like at the Bryan Adams concert, and generally waiting until it was time to meet Clare at the railway station at 4:30pm.

We met up, and went to get our tickets. When we got them, having asked for returns to London, with One Day Travelcards, we found that we had three-part tickets, instead of the normal one part. We had Out, Return, and a separate Travelcard for the Tube, but thought little of it at the time - after all, the station staff know what they're doing, right? Wrong ... but more of that later.

The train to London wasn't too packed, considering it was 5pm on a Friday evening, and we arrived at Victoria at around 6pm. We were both starving, so made ur way up to the shops and food court, for KFC, then headed straight for the Tube station, for the next segment of the journey. It was only one stop up the Victoria line, to Green Park, and we then had to change onto the Jubilee Line, for the 25 minute journey to Wembley Park. We got there at 7:15, and this was where things went slightly wrong. As we tried to exit through the ticket barriers, both of our tickets were rejected, and on showing the guy manning the Assistance barrier, he checked our tickets and informed us that the Travelcard element had only been issued for Zones 1 and 2 - Wembley Park is in Zone 4! We had to queue for about ten minutes to buy an extension ticket, which was only 60p each, but it was a minor hitch that we didn't need! Problem sorted, and we walked to Wembley Arena, where we went straight in at the South East entrance, after having our tickets scanned, and bags checked very briefly. We didn't have to remove bottle tops, and they didn't even check bags closely enough to see if we had cameras.

We stopped to use the ladies, and for me to buy a programme (sorry, "Tour Book") which is large - bigger than A4, and good quality, with interviews with meat Loaf throughout, great photography, and a bio of each member of the backing band, The Neverland Express. Mind you, it did cost me £15! My most expensive concert programme so far ....ah well.

We made our way to the main floor of the concert hall, and were shown to our seats, which were a good distance away, but with a straight-on view of the stage, so no craning to the right or left from the side tiers, unlike the last two times I've been to Wembley Arena! We had a section of about 12 seats in front of us empty, which was nice ...

We'd barely found our seats when the house lights went down, and the supporting act came on stage. Marion Raven is 23, and Norwegian, and is not only opening for Meat Loaf on the Bat Out of Hell 3: Seize The Night tour, but is the firl who duetted with him on "It's All Coming Back To Me Now", the first single from the album. (Interestingly, "It's All Coming Back To Me Now", which was a massive hit for Celine Dion in 1996, was written by Jim Steinman especially for Meat Loaf, in 1986, but Meat didn't feel it was the right time for him to release it then.)

Although I'd heard Marion Raven on the duet, I'd not heard any of her solo material before, and was very pleasantly surprised. She has a very strong voice, and I really liked the songs that she sang> i'll probably buy her album soon. Both Clare and I commented that her songs are perfect chillout music, with a nice rock 'edge' to them.

A short interval followed Marion Raven's performance, during which she went to the merchandise stands to meet fans and sign copies of her album for them, which was a nice touch. Then at 8:22pm, the lights dimmed again, and the crowd stood, as if as one, which was both nice, and a complete pain! As usual, the pople in front of us were taller than me, and although our seats were slightly sloped, and the people in the row ahead still hadn't arrived, those two rows ahead were tall enough that what had been an unobstructed view of the stage and both video screens, suddenly became less so. Of course, ten seconds later, the seats in front of us were filled, by two couples, who not only blocked even more of the view, but spent the next two and a half hours leaning towards their respective partners, to hug, kiss, or otherwise show their eternal devotion to one another. For the first five minutes it was almost sweet, but after that? I just wanted them to go get a room ....

Ah yes, Meat Loaf came on stage ... to the opening chords of "Paradise By The Dashboard Light". For this tour, he has been wearing a long wig that almost makes him look the same as he did almost thirty years ago, and the wig has a starring role in the song ... I say role, because it's much more than just a song. It's a full blown mini-play, lasting nearly fifteen minutes. Lead singer on this tour is Aspen Miller, who is, quite frankly, drop dead gorgeous, with the voice, acting skills, and attitude to make her the perfect choice. She's a tiny thing, maybe 5' 4" and 100lbs, and that makes her an almost comical contrast to Meat Loaf, but it works. About halfway through the song, when the boy and girl who are the main characters are arguing, Aspen replies to one of Meat's jibes with "Oh yeah? Well, you know what I think is *really* embarrassing? Old men, in cheap wigs ..." The look on Meat's face is wonderful, as he pretends to think for a moment before retorting "I'll have you know, this is *not* a cheap wig. A cheap wig costs ... what? £20? I paid *£32* for this wig!" The crowd were in hysterics by this point, and it was the cue for the second half of the song. I was in awe already, and wondering how Meat loaf copes with a tour such as this worldwide one, with a concert every two days, given how much energy he had to have expended already!

I can't remember the exact set list, but in the first half of the concert, songs performed included "You Took The Words Right Out of My Mouth", "Out of the Frying Pan (And Into The Fire)", "Life Is A Lemon (And I Want My Money Back)" and the massive Bat II hit, "I'd Do Anything For Love (But I Won't Do That)". Those are all favourites of mine, especially "You Took The Words Right out of My Mouth" and I felt quite emotional at some points, especially a little later when Meat sang "Rock And Roll dreams Come Through" and "Objects In The Rear View Mirror May Appear Closer Than They Are". Much of "Objects ... " deals with growing up with an emotionally, verbally and physically abusive father, and is Meat Loaf's real life experience, making it a song that he sometimes still finds hard to sing, and although my own father was never physically abusive, I can certainly identify with the verbal and emotionsl abuse. Although I like the song, it's not the easiest to listen to, and I found even less so, live.

After that, it was time for a short interval, during which a montage of clips from Meat Loaf's film roles was played on the screens, over a couple of his songs - I'm sorry to say that I can't remember which ones! They were certainly less well known ones, and may have even been instrumental versions ... I really can't recall. After six or seven minutes, Meat Loaf and the rest of the NLE were back on stage, this time for songs from his most recent album, the third in the Bat Out of Hell set, predictable titled "Bat out of Hell III: The Monster Is Loose".

Starting with "Break It", the second half was a little less perfect for me, thanks only to the fact that I haven't yet learned all the lyrics to the album, so wasn't able to sing along with the same enthusiasm as I had done in the first half of the concert. Other songs included "In The Land of the Pigs The Butcher Is King", "Alive". and the soaring power ballad "Blind As A Bat", as well as another old song, "Bad For Good", with the last three being highlights for me. The next two songs though, were really special, with "It's All Coming Back To Me Now" being up next. Marion Raven returned to the stage to duet with Meat Loaf on this, and the performance was nothing short of stunning. I think the fact that the song was actually written for Meat Loaf really shows, and he makes a far better job of the song than Celine Dion did, though doing it as a duet does, I think, work in the song's favour.

Next up, the song that I, and probably twelve thousand other fans had been waiting for. *The* song that catapulted Meat Loaf to fame. Nothing short of a mini-rock opera, and showing off both Meat Loaf's stunningly powerful voice, as well as Jim Steinman's sheer songwriting genius, "Bat Out of Hell" had the crowd singing along as one, and it was during these precious minutes that I really realised what a special thing I was experiencing. I *adore* BOOH, for the vocals, melody, lyrics, the emotions it invokes, and so many other things as well, and to see and hear it live, was incredible. All too soon it was over, and not long elapsed before the band and Meat himself returned to the stage for the encore, which consisted of "Mercury Blues", "Black Betty" and "Gimme Shelter", none of which I actually knew, but which were nonetheless great.

After two and a half hours of wonderful, emotional, performances from Meat Loaf, Marion Raven, Aspen Miller, and the rest of the Neverland Express, it was over, and with one final command from Meat Loaf to "don't *ever* stop rocking!" it was time to leave, and to start processing everything I had seen, heard, and felt.

For me, the concert clarified some things, and brought some current concerns and questions, as well as past issues to the front of my mind. I came away with the realisation that despite having been going through a very low period recently, I'm not as disillusioned or numb as I thought I was. In fact, to quote a lyric from the latest album, "I'm still alive". And planning more Meat Loaf concerts in the future.

Photos here - only the best 12 though. View slideshow

Sunday, May 27, 2007

New Shoes

I've needed new shoes for work for a couple of months now, and mine finally died completely this morning, with the entire heel unit splitting open. Hence a trip to Brighton today, as none of the Lewes shoe shops open on Sundays, and I'm working tomorrow!

It started raining while I was on the bus, and I was only wearing a T-shirt and leggings, though thankfully it had more or less stopped by the time I got off the bus. I looked in Barratt;s, Dolcis, Schu and Shoon, to no avail, then finally found a pair that would be suitable, and comfortable, in Evans. The bad news was that they cost £50, which I'll pay for certain *non work* shoes, but I like to spend less on my work ones. I went to Shoe Zone instead, and got a pair of black low heeled shoes, a bit like a cross between a court shoe and a ballet pump, for the bargain price of £7.99. Wore them straightaway, and they seem comfy enough. Then i went back to Evans and bought a pair of 3" heeled black shoes for £20, so now I can wear several pairs of my trousers that don't go with flat shoes :-)

I bought some bits and pieces in Poundland, including notebooks - always good! Some ice cold pain relief gel, photo paper for Mum, cleaning bits and bobs. Looked in Bon Marche, but they didn't have anything I really liked, and I'm *supposed* to be saving for New York anyway! Only two more pay packets, and I have nothing saved yet. Ooops..... I think I really *might* be living on beans/spaghetti/peanut butter/cheese/scrambled eggs on toast for the next three months, to economise a bit! LOL.

Waited ages in the rain for the bus, which is only hourly on Sundays, and which i was 35 minutes early for anyway, but then turned up 25 minutes late! Got back to Lewes and bought dinner in Waitrose, then came home. That's been the extent of my exciting day!

Oh, I did have an email from the National Lottery - seems one of the tickets I bought online for last night's Daily Play draw won me £5. That'll cancel the £5 scratchcard I splurged on earlier, but didn't win on, then ...!

Off to write more of the Meat Loaf concert report. It's threatening to be a very long one ....

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Meat Loaf ....

was absolutely UN-believable. I got in at 1:30am, edited my photos, went to bed at 3:30am, and have just got up. I'm about to upload them now, and try and make sense of all the thoughts and emotions that are swirling around my head after last night, with some sort of review-like post coming later today or tomorrow. Yeah, I know, I said that about Bryan Adams - that one's still coming too!

Later, folks ....

Thursday, May 24, 2007

My Lucky Day!

I went down to the shops with Mum this morning, and bought Daniel's birthday card. I bought three Pirates of the Caribbean scratchcards, and put the middle one in his card, then proceeded to win £20 on one of mine, and £40 on the other! Sorry for the poor image quality, the pics were from my phone and I had to sharpen them a lot to make the print vaguely readable.

I hope Daniel's lucky too, but I have a hunch he won't be ..... it's Mum's fault though, she said to give him the middle one!



I played with some photos earlier, and uploaded a few to Flickr. Now I'm about to have lunch, then I think we're going for a welk, though I'm not certain. I'm even feeling like getting started on that concert review, if I don't get sidetracked by other things! I'll try and at least get the pics edited and online, and the rest of the video clips online as well, then it'll just be the review to write!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Lost My Way

I never imagined my life would be like this. Despite being the fat kid with glasses from a one-parent home, and bullied mercilessly through school for it, I always managed to stay optimistic that one day ... *one day* ... I would have a good job, a nice home ... nothing special, just 'nice', you know? I never expected to lose six stone, grow four inches, and win the Lottery, but I thought that maybe with a bit of time, things would be good.

Somehow, I went to college, only to be asked to leave after the first year. I'm still in the same crappy shop assistant job I started at 16 - oh, the role is slightly different, but to all intents and purposes it's the same. I still live at home, have no savings, a mountain of debt with nothing to show for it, and no qualifications apart from a handful of poor grade GCSEs, because I never did the coursework element of my exams, so even getting almost 100% on the exam part couldn't raise my grades to the straight A's that I'd been forecast for.

I still don't really know what I want to do with my life. I dream of being a photographer, but in my heart I know I don't have the willpower of motivation to work hard enough and get my name out there.

I've lost touch with most of the few people I could actually call friends, and though I know that time changes people, and friendships, I'm sad that I don't have contact details for at least three of them. I have friends now - some in real life, some who I only know from online, and while I love spending time with them, and am lucky to have them, sometimes I feel like a total outsider, and even more isolated than I did during the time a few years ago when I had no friends whatsoever. Sometimes I doubt myself so much more than I ever used to, and feel completely out of my depth so often.

I'm not sure what the point of this whole sorry post is, or even if there was a point to begin with. I wonder sometmes if there's a point to anything at all.

Monday, May 21, 2007

Sidetracked

Well, I've started uploading video clips from the Bryan Adams concert, ready to embed them into the concert review, but the photos were pretty poor, and it doesn't matter how I edit them, they're still bad! I will get some of them done and uploaded ready to add to the report, but as I'm working until 8:30pm tomorrow and Wednesday, Thursday is looking like the earliest day for the report to be online. Then I have another concert on Friday, but at least I have Saturday and Sunday off to get the report for that one done and online, and hopefully I'll get a few pics which are decent enough tonot need major Photoshop work done on them!

I did do some useful stuff yesterday though. I finally figured out how to create and incluide a banner as the header for my main blog, and created one for that and also my photoblog, which I've been talking about for a month, but only just created. It's not actually got any pics yet, so I won't post the link until it has!

I still have banners to create for my diet/health blog, and my "101 things in 1001 days" blog, which is also bare except for the first entry, as I haven't yet finished my list of 101 things. When I have, it'll go live and that wil be day 1 as well.

I have a massive shopping list and meal plan for the upcoming month to write, which needs to be healthy, low-carb, and as cheap as I can make it. That might be my project for tonight and tomorrow night, I think!

Sunday, May 20, 2007

My Visual DNA

Delayed report ....

For anyone who might be waiting for the report from the Bryan Adams concert, fear not! It *is* on it's way, however, I decided that I'd try and make it as interesting and entertaining as I could, so it'll have to wait until all my pics are edited and uploaded, and the video clips are uploaded too. I was going to write a fairly quick report, but decided if something's worth doing, it's worth doing well. So it may be a few days, but it will be here eventually!

Friday, May 18, 2007

Stolen from Lins!

I don't usually post survey type entries on this blog now, but I decided to for this one.

Miscellaneous Q's & A's


1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
After a character in a book my mum read when she was a teenager. The character was Kirsty, but Mum liked it better with an 'ie' than a 'y'

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
A short while ago while watching 'Monarch of the Glen', other than that, pretty much every day lately.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
No. I type far too much and I can't write properly anymore. I need to write more things by hand and get my formerly neat handwriting back again!

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Lean crumbed ham

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
No. It would be almost impossible without medical intervention, and I don't want them anyway.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Probably not.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
Me? Sarcastic? Never in a million years .... . OK, you decide.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes thanks! I have all my bits!

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
I'd *love* to! Only over a river or lake though, none of this crane in a car park business!

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Coco Pops!

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
On the rare occasion that I wear shoes with laces, yes.

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
I think I'm stronger than I think I am, most of the time.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Ben & Jerrys Cherry Garcia

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Men - hair, eyes, height
Women - Hair, figure

15. RED OR PINK?
Neither. OK, pink if it's really bright hot pink

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
My broken front tooth. It'll have to stay that way until after new York. And Florida. I may hate it but I'm not putting my life on hold because of it.

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
My uncle, my grandad, and weirdly my brother. How can you miss someone you never knew though?

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
If they want to.

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Black leggings, black socks, no shoes

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Chocolate. Oops.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Kristian Leontiou - Shining

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Dingy grey, or brown,

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
Fresh cut grass, fresh coffee, paraffin, the air during or after a really heavy summer rain.

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Mum

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
Well, she posted it on her blog actually, but yep! I like her lots and lots!

27. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Figure skating or Formula 1

28. HAIR COLOR?
Naturally dark brown, and it's actually that colour at the moment!

29. EYE COLOR?
Greyish blue. Or blueish grey. LOL

30. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
No, but I would like to try them.

31. FAVORITE FOOD?
Chinese. Seafood. Spicy.

32. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
A nice weepie or comedy with a happy ending.

33. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
'The Holiday' I think. Or 'The Lake House' or 'Sweet November' They were all in a day or two, so not sure which!

34. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Blue

35. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter

36. HUGS OR KISSES?
Neither.

37. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Banoffee pie

38. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Don't know. Jill might use it on her MySpace ....

39. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND ?
Not sure...

40. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Dorling Kindersley Eyewitness Guide to new York

41. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
It's a Loggers Leap photo mousemat from thorpe Park, but it hasn't got a photo in it at the moment.

42. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
I haven't watched TV since last year.

43. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SOUND?
A live Bon Jovi concert. Or maybe fireworks. Or the Last Post. Or bagpipes.

44. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Beatles!!

45. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Los Angeles.

46. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Falling over. Though I'm told I'm also a good photographer.

47. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Brighton

48. WHO'S ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Whoever reposts!

New Books!

After I finished work today, I had to walk up the hill to the Post Office, then on my way back down I couldn't resist popping into the bookshop. They were having an "Up to 50% off travel guides" promotion, so I picked up two.

I got the Dorling Kindersley Eyewitness "Top 10 London" guide, which will be useful in June when Clare and I spend a tourists day in London before the Bon Jovi concert, as well as when we finally manage to do our London weekend, whenever that may be. It's got some very good maps and tips in it, as well as the usual travel guide advice.

I also got the Eyewitness guide to "New York", because I only have five travel guides for New York already, and you can never have too many! I love travel guides, and this is the best one I have so far. I've skimmed them, and will read the NYC one cover to cover soon, probably tomorrow. It has some great photography in, like all Dorling Kindersley books, and it's inspired me to take the Canon camera, even though common sense says it's too big, too heavy, and too expensive. The photographer in me says, "yes, but I'll get *way* better photos!"

Oh, and I won £20 on a "Pirates of the Carribbean" scratchcard too, so my shopping in Waitrose was free!

Thursday, May 17, 2007

All In A Day's Work

I meant to blog after work yesterday, but got sidetracked.

Yesterday was a strange day as far as work went. I was on the late supervising shift, which is 11:30-8:30, so when I arrived, I relieved Julie, the early supervisor, for lunch. By 12:15, as well as dealing with the usual staff queries, customer refunds, putting back abandoned products, getting barcodes and prices for cashiers, keeping the paperwork up to date, getting lunch and tea breaks off, making sure there were enough tills open, taking empty trollies outside, and collecting hand baskets from the tills to return to the stands by the doors, we'd had two shoplifters, one who got away and one we caught, and a jar of Salsa Verde smashed all over the floor, which I had to clean up alone, while running the section at the same time. Phew!

Later in the day it quietened down, and I had enough staff on for the evening, but I had the "pleasure" of having to clear up after a toddler who'd wet herself in the bakery aisle (note to parents: If your 2 year old is crying hysterically when you *enter* the store, because she needs to go to the toilet, yelling at her to wait, while you do a full week's shopping isn't going to stop nature taking it's course, and will just get you a child who's now embarrassed and even more upset.)

On the plus side, we got a lot of training that we were way behind on, done last night, and today I got to stay out of the way and sit on a till for most of the day.

Maryke and Justin had the first scan today - she's ten weeks along - and showed me the photo when they came through my till in the afternoon. I'm normally not broody at all, but it was cute. Maryke's due date in the 16th of December, so that'll be another person with a birthday around the same silly time as mine. I wonder if she'll be 9 days overdue, and have the baby on my birthday? Strangely, she looks daggers at me when I dare suggest it ....

I have tomorrow off, so might even write that concert report for the Bryan Adams concert from last Friday. Can't believe that was almost a week ago!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Frigging Incompetance!

Today was the day that the gas central heating had to have it's annual check. The combi-boiler and all the radiators had to be checked by a man from the company that the council sub-contract the job to, and he apparently came, did what he needed to, pronounced it all in perfect working order, and left just before 5pm.

A while later Mum realised there was no hot water, checked the boiler, and found the LCD panel saying "F1 error", so she rang the council, who said they'd try and get hold of the engineer who had been here, or failing that, his boss. I came home at 8:45pm from work, and the boss rang a short while later. When Mum told him the message on the boiler, he said that usually means there's no gas supply to the boiler, and were we on a key meter? Mum said yes, and got told that the problem was most likely that the credit had run out. Erm, no ... over £30 in it, and we only use about £5 a week! He said he'd get someone out in the morning, but then another guy rang about ten minutes later. After Mum checked a few handles and switches in the airing cupboard, he sent her out to the gas meter on the balcony, and that's when it became clear what had happened.

Turns out the engineer had turned the handle that cuts off the mains gas supply to the meter, received a phone call, closed the meter cabinet and left ... without turning the gas back on. We can't move the handle, so someone has now got to come back out (and they're not a local company!) tomorrow morning, *just* to turn the gas back on. Meanwhile, we have no hot water, no heating, and since my 87 year old nan is staying with us we've been having it on low, and I can't have a bath or wash my hair before work tomorrow. I *so* hope it's the same guy who gets sent back here! Or maybe I hope it's a colleague who gives the original guy what for!

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Feeling low ....

Mum and I went to Maryke and Justin's engagement party this evening, though we left at 9:30, as the lights from the disco were giving Mum a migraine and she was bored out of her brain. Not many people spoke to us, even a lot of those I'm friends with at work, which was rather disconcerting, and if it hadn't been for Daniel, who kept coming back to us, and Dom's parents, who sat with us and gave me New York tips (his dad used to live there), we wouldn't have spoken to anyone the whole time we were there. I hate parties, and now I hate them even more.

I'm feeling really low today, especially after the high of last night's concert, which *rocked*. On looking through my photos this morning I've found that most of them are awful, and even the video clips are poor, with the sound being very distorted by the sheer colume level in the arena. This is why I preferred Milton Keynes Bowl as a concert venue!

I can't remember feeling this low, this often, before the last few months. I'm *way* over-emotional, and either feel like doing absolutely nothing and sleeping my life away, or at other times, doing stupid things like scrubbing the kitchen floor, on my hands and knees, at 2am. Which I did the other day.

I'm off to browse the net for a few hours before bed. Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow.

Friday, May 11, 2007

And .....

look at my New York countdown. By the time I get home from the concert tonight it'll be down to double digits! It's going really quickly, as it was 224 days when we booked the trip! Bring it on .... !

There Will Never Be Another Tonight

OK, so actually there might be another Bryan Adams concert in the future, but I wanted to use that song title! My first Bryan Adams concert this evening, at Wembley Arena, and I'm just a *tad* excited about it.

About as much as I was for the Bon Jovi one last year! Clare's coming over from Lancing after she finishes work at 1pm, and then we're meeting Clare (this could be confusing!) when she finishes work at Waitrose at 4pm, to catch the London train. We'll have to navigate the Tube, which I'm not a fan of, but it'll be worth it at about 8:45pm!

Concert report to come in the next few days! And hopefully, lots of pics and maybe some video clips as well.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Oops ...

Yesterday I went for my lunch break, never left the staff dining room, didn't use any form of communication device, internet etc, and went back to work £90 poorer! One of my colleagues, Bob, is like me, and getting very into his photography. He has the same camera as me, though he bought his a few months ago, and has just bought a new lens, which makes one of his old ones unnecessary. So he's selling it. And he offered it to me at way under half price, with the option to pay over the next few months, or after New York. Well, I'd have been daft to say no, wouldn't I?!

His wife Karen brought it into work with her today, and I'm now the proud owner of a Tamron 55--200mm lens, which after a very brief play today, looks like it will replace the lens the camera came with as my default everyday lens. I'm on a day off tomorrow so I shall hopefully get out and try it out!

Yesterday was a really sad day for most of us at work. Our section manager Jo, who was the first "Waitrose" manager to come into the branch when we converted from Safeway in November 2005, left. Her partner is the branch manager at another local store, and has been offered the branch managership at the brand new Cheadle Hulme store, which is a coup for him, and the chance for Jo to move closer to her roots in Manchester. Everyone assembled in the dining room, and the manager gave a short speech, then we gave Jo her card and a Dartington crystal vase. She cried. I cried. A whole bunch of other people cried but pretended they didn't. Jo is the first manager I've ever really liked, and got on really well with. She's warm, and down to earth, and supportive, and just *lovely*, and I'm really sad that she's left. It sucks. So there. -
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