OK, on with the moaning!
- I hate my job at the moment. We have no staff, the morale is rock bottom, my direct supervisor is a grade A bitch, and I think her counterpart, who basically runs the department and gets stuff done while still cheering people up and getting on with everyone is leaving. The customers are never happy, and I want my old 'common as muck' customers back, not these stuck-up "£300 a week, without batting an eyelash, but think they're better than everyone" people.
- I have no money. Since I went full time, I have over £200 a month *less* than when I was part time, because the rent and council tax have gone up so much based on my last payslip. Plus Sundays are now part of my contracted hours, not extra.
- I hate having diabetes. Taking tablets is hard for me, and I want *chocolate* dammit.
- I also hate having PCOS. Separate vent about *that* one coming at a future date.
- Ebuyer say my order should have arrived by the 3rd of July. It didn't. There's no tracking number on my order and they're not responding to my e-note. My mum's birthday present is in that order, and it's the second of only two orders that I've had problems with.
- I don't get paid for another 2 weeks, there's no food in the house, and I have about 30p to last me. Fun.
- I have to have another blood test next week.
- I'm now not going on holiday in the foreseeable future. No New York next year after all now.
- My best friend moved out of Lewes a couple of months ago and i have no credit on my phone to text her.
- I weigh less than I ever have as an adult and am more depressed about it than I've ever been. Including when I was bulimic.
- I screwed up a really great friendship a few months ago, and I miss her. I *really* miss her. I want to know how she's doing, and if she's OK, but I don't think she wants to hear from me.
1 comment:
sending you a really really big hug.
xxx
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