Feeling low ....

Mum and I went to Maryke and Justin's engagement party this evening, though we left at 9:30, as the lights from the disco were giving Mum a migraine and she was bored out of her brain. Not many people spoke to us, even a lot of those I'm friends with at work, which was rather disconcerting, and if it hadn't been for Daniel, who kept coming back to us, and Dom's parents, who sat with us and gave me New York tips (his dad used to live there), we wouldn't have spoken to anyone the whole time we were there. I hate parties, and now I hate them even more.

I'm feeling really low today, especially after the high of last night's concert, which *rocked*. On looking through my photos this morning I've found that most of them are awful, and even the video clips are poor, with the sound being very distorted by the sheer colume level in the arena. This is why I preferred Milton Keynes Bowl as a concert venue!

I can't remember feeling this low, this often, before the last few months. I'm *way* over-emotional, and either feel like doing absolutely nothing and sleeping my life away, or at other times, doing stupid things like scrubbing the kitchen floor, on my hands and knees, at 2am. Which I did the other day.

I'm off to browse the net for a few hours before bed. Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow.